I don't know how i feel now, but inside my heart feel like something struggle. when i try to find out, its so hard to explain.sometime i am thinking i want to share my feeling to other but i am shy to do it.I just wanna be a different person just wanna be some new person forget everything about my past. its feel so pain when i remember what i have done. Be a women, i know its so hard to forget your memories in the past.Now, i try to do it. Heart, it so simple place but it a lot things can save it inside and to throw away that things it so hard. Otherwise, i feel like breaking down when i try to to throw away my memories from the heart.The only way it just prying of Allah.I believed that Allah can solved everything and i believed Allah will blessing me. Great of Allah.

by.suri