When you feel lonely, when your sorrow coming up with you.I know it very hard to step forward,but you can do one thing.. praying and believed in Allah. I know it, because i feel the same, sometime don't know how to do just keep silent, hide inside the room. Suddenly tears come out from my eyes cry and cry. I keep thinking that i have mistake, i walk with wrong path and try to find new path. Its very difficult to move on i always think about the past.Now, i knew it the only way to solve my misery it only pray to Allah. i believed Allah will give me better of life...what happen with me and my family in the past its just some test from Allah. Maybe Allah want me to do something new make some a chance make a different person and i wish i can do it..Alhamdulillah, a big thanks to Allah.........:))